Bring me down

 Today was a bad day. Maybe it just wasn't my month! I woke up with my monthly gift, enough said. Next, I was 15 mins late for work, yup. I cried, literally, on the phone to my mom and ended up having to pay 7 dollars for a parking in some lot...in dollars + change (dimes & nickels ). I walked in the door and everyone seemed to know that I had been crying and upset which made me cry even more. BLAH. Then, I had to reschedule a site visit; hmph! Later, I got a parking ticket for 35 or 45 bucks...Not sure which just yet; damn. Whatever can go wrong will go wrong. Right? Yes, and there is more! My crush (haven't mentioned him in a while) has a gf! So, I will back off but I still think that he is a cutie:). I totally respect relationships.

An old friend proved that he is still the same. I don't know if he enjoys hurting my feelings or what BUT we got into a covo about the guy(crush) and his gf. To make a long story short his gf is chubby like myself (which made me PROUD, lol) and he jumped on the topic of "fat asses" (something I don't have, I was cursed with my dad's flat butt :(  So basically he was saying that my crush's gf wins over me bc she has a "fat ass" and I just felt like that was wrong. Like if you want to talk about my butt being flat than don't make indirect comments, ya know? What does her behind being big have to do with me liking him anyways? I just don't understand what his point was. Was he trying to say that since I have a flat ass I will never find a guy that likes me? 

If my ass is more important that my inner beauty, intelligence, heart & soul than I wouldn't want a guy liking me!

I've met plenty that never talked about it and didn't care b/c they liked me for me. Case closed.

 

Not the best photo but I've been obsessed with rings! Here is where I got them from Avenue

Crush pt3 & SOME

This post is going to be super duper short.
I will type a long one tomorrow with lots of --well a few photos of my hair, DIY project and shoes.

My short-lived crush... 
I'm not sure if he is in a relationship.
I still hope not even though I'm not crushing anymore.
It rained on Tuesday...I think...
I didn't have an umbrella, he was walking towards the building and I was wayy behind;
He came back up the hill to let me get under his umbrella.
Then I blurted out the dumbest sentence "Oh, I don't think my afro is going to get messed up from the rain."
Why did I say that??
He replied "Oh, well you still don't want to get wet" while laughing.
I asked about school & other random stuff.
He didn't ask me anything b/c as soon as we start talking so random co-worker starts asking me about a friggin parking pass.
After signing in, he said "I'm going to go sit right in the front."
I went to the bathroom to check the fro; he was down by the stage talking to some guy or something so I stayed at the top and talked to my friend Ebz.
It was really nice of him b/c he didn't have to do that.
So, I've come to the conclusion that he just is a very polite guy that has been -gasp- RAISED PROPERLY.
Since he is such a gentleman I don't see any signs of interest b/c everything that he does is just so friggin nice!

REAL DEAL- He took some girl from our job home (well she was walking w/him to get into his car) & they talk a lot during our work hrs so I'm assuming (yes assuming) that he might like her a little. Possibly -shrugs- OR maybe he's just doing the nice thing. I will never know. Oh and he smokes trees... I need a guy that can pass a drug test, lucky for him we don't get tested for this job even though we should b/c its a city job.

Okay, so I CAN'T WAIT TO WATCH TRUE BLOOD! 

Who's with me?

No one?

Bump y'all.

I think I HATE MY JOB!
Honestly, I'm tired of wearing dress/business clothes.

Sounds stupid right?
But this is only a stinking summer job; why so serious?
I can't afford to keep spending money on dress pants and crap like that.
My 1st check is going to my d@*m credit card bill. SMH
Now that I have 5 pair of dress pants they will be in rotation (yes I will wash them!)
Why couldn't I find a fun/easy job; a job that would allow me to wear jeans and a shirt?
UGH!

Nite.

Have a Happy Sunday!

Crush much?

UGH! I haven't had a crush in a long time! I've been COMPLETELY single for the past 2 years. I plan on keeping my life like this until I graduate, move to the South and pretty much get everything in the right direction--I guess. Living the single life isn't too bad even though I am a love-hater sometimes. Yes, I get jealous of seeing cute couples all kiss-y and hugged up! What single person doesn't?


Anyways, this guy at my job is soooooo cute. He's always well dressed,  has an amazing smile, respectful (well he knows how to open a door for a lady) & **major plus** has his own CAR! How you duinnn? & No I'm not writing up our love story in my head with my imagination! BUT a girl can dream. He just seems (keyword) amazing already. I know that I don't know him at all but he gives off great vibes. I've never felt vibes like this before. Of course there is a possibility that a great guy like that is already in a relationship -sigh-


I can remember seeing him during orientation; out of the 108 people there his face stood out the most. His face is perfectly structured...Maybe I've seen him before? I can't remember. He has to be taken. I can't believe I'm blogging about this. HA! Since he spoken to me & I've realized that I have this crush I have no idea how I will behave now. I tend to get really shy around guys that I like ;-/  NOW I can not look at him or talk to him. If I found out that he's taken I'll be back to normal (Crosses fingers & hopes he's single) 

I do have ONE MAJOR ISSUE... Does he notice me? Hmmmmm....


Moving along---
I received my work schedule for next week. Pretty much the same as this week ( four days) ; however, I'll be working from 8am to 5pm. YES! More hours baybeee! I still need to find a new job. I'm not sure if this one is work all of the trouble.

Off to finish watching Pandorum, I love anything that will scare the shizz out of me!

I fell in ♥ with Nick & Norah's Infinite Playlist today; such an amazing movie. When it came out in theaters I wasn't really interested in seeing it. This movie gave me that lovey feeling :)