School, Eat, Exercise, Sleep ,Issues & Movies

These are in no particular order at all, but then again nothing in my life is in order so it makes SENSE.

School- Saint Peter's College has been good so far. I still have wrapped my mind around the fact that I'm graduating. I am afraid. I really want time to slow down so that I'll be able to take all of this in at once. I honestly need to get my head back in the book. After my first exam I'm sure things will hit me-- I hope.

Eat- I do not eat enough of the right foods. I barely eat at all these days and it is sad. My mom has everyone on this "Evey man/woman is on their own" thing and I don't have time to cook. I may crack open a bag of salad here and there then throw a little grilled chicken on top, but that isn't enough. I need food! I need breakfast, lunch and DINNER w. some snacks on the side ;]

Exercise- I've been doing it PERIOD I try to do it around 6 -8 pm. I haven't started working out in the mornings yet. I can barely get up in the AM which makes me rethink the ideas I have about my teaching career ;-/

Sleep- I need to get more of it PERIOD

ISSUES- This is pretty must the biggest topic for now. I was talking to a guy about relationships and he said " U get beat ez I bet" my response ' WHAAA." First and foremost being "beat" is the worst thing ever. I've been beat before & it is a bad situation. Being beat usually occurs when a person is young, dumb and crazy in love. To cut to the chase I was offended by that statement b/c:

1. He barely knows me--wait he doesn't know me at ALL
2. Wow, b/c I can express my feelings I am beat person?
3. Hasn't everyone been beat at one point in time?

 It seems like every dude or person has the idea that fat chicks are some beat chicks. I use the term fat b/c honey it is what it is! Nothing about me screams easy or beat. I've been single for a min, decided to be celibate until I find the right guy and overall good. Yes, I've liked a guy here and there but SO. I bag dudes every single day with a smile. Psh!

Movies- I'm dying to go to the movies alone. I have no idea why but I just want to go and grab a seat by myself. Is that weird? I want to sip on a big soda ( well water) wait since I'll be alone I can have a soda & eat popcorn. Just me + my soda+ popcorn + cozy sweater = AWESOME. I know other people will be there..I mean DUH! I think I'll do this soon :]