The Best You Never Had

Leona is a BEAST.

I was so in love with you

There was nothing I could do

Wouldn't give me the time of day

Now you wanna be with me

You say you wanna be with me

You said I was the best

Gave your love out to the rest

There was nothing I could say

But now it's going good for me

You say you wanna be with me

Now

Yeah, you're telling me that I am where it's at

But I ain't having none of that....

[Chorus:]

Because I told you, you'd live to regret it,

and now I don't wanna make you feel bad,

But when it comes to me just forget it,

I'll be the best you never had,

You put me through so many emotions,

Now baby it's your turn for that,

'cause in your empty heart I have left a mark,

The best you never had.

This song is the shizz. The lyrics are perfect. I'm feeling all of this as of now. Don't you hate it when you like someone during a time when they don't feel the same way as you? Then when your feelings for them are DONE and GONE they are interested in building a relationship. If you turned your back to me then don't try to switch your feelings for me now!  He/She overlooked you while you were standing right there in front of him/her. Your heart was open and you were willing to put you're feelings out there, but he/she didn't care at all. He/she was too busy chasing someone else. So you moved on to better & chucked a deuce! 

Message: Do not wait for anyone. I know they say that somethings are worth waiting for, but I strongly disagree when it is matters of the heart.  I was a foolish girl that waited for someone for a long time (Yup he had an ex; their relationship was rocky and coming to an "end." As much as he "liked" me he never could LEAVE her for me. What was I thinking right? Finally I said to him "It's her or me" he never made a decision so I moved on... & I keep moving on when guys want to play childish games. Either you like me or you don't, but don't fuck with my head or heart. It isn't right! Be open, be honest & be real about your feelings.