"There is no greater beauty than the real you."

Jun 18, 2010

The Pretty Fat Girl

(Flat twist up-do thanks to my sister, Kyah)

Blogging from the celly again. I still plan on doing a hair post BUT there are many things that I want to type/say. I will say that I am sick of my hair. Yes, I changed it. No, it isn't super long but, it gets on my nerves! Some days I am so tempted to perm it out of laziness. Shame,right?


Back to business. Will I ever stop being the fat pretty/cute/etc... girl? Will I ever stop hearing; You'd be prettier if you lost some weight? Will ppl stop describing me as the fat girl that has a nice face? I know that guys look at me sometimes & when they are staring I wonder if they are thinking "Wow, she's a pretty fat girl but I wouldn't date her." I guess that will remain as my title until I eventually lose weight. I get so many stares from men & women. Some like to compliment my hair, clothes, skin and etc...I hate when people assume that fat girls/women don't take care of themselves.Just wanted to vent.

1 comment:

Niviarsiaq said...

totally agree with the last paragraph! I sometimes think that too. I just try to be confident and happy anyway but it does get hard... rock on girl!!