"There is no greater beauty than the real you."

Jun 28, 2010

Bring me down

 Today was a bad day. Maybe it just wasn't my month! I woke up with my monthly gift, enough said. Next, I was 15 mins late for work, yup. I cried, literally, on the phone to my mom and ended up having to pay 7 dollars for a parking in some lot...in dollars + change (dimes & nickels ). I walked in the door and everyone seemed to know that I had been crying and upset which made me cry even more. BLAH. Then, I had to reschedule a site visit; hmph! Later, I got a parking ticket for 35 or 45 bucks...Not sure which just yet; damn. Whatever can go wrong will go wrong. Right? Yes, and there is more! My crush (haven't mentioned him in a while) has a gf! So, I will back off but I still think that he is a cutie:). I totally respect relationships.

An old friend proved that he is still the same. I don't know if he enjoys hurting my feelings or what BUT we got into a covo about the guy(crush) and his gf. To make a long story short his gf is chubby like myself (which made me PROUD, lol) and he jumped on the topic of "fat asses" (something I don't have, I was cursed with my dad's flat butt :(  So basically he was saying that my crush's gf wins over me bc she has a "fat ass" and I just felt like that was wrong. Like if you want to talk about my butt being flat than don't make indirect comments, ya know? What does her behind being big have to do with me liking him anyways? I just don't understand what his point was. Was he trying to say that since I have a flat ass I will never find a guy that likes me? 

If my ass is more important that my inner beauty, intelligence, heart & soul than I wouldn't want a guy liking me!
I've met plenty that never talked about it and didn't care b/c they liked me for me. Case closed.


 
Not the best photo but I've been obsessed with rings! Here is where I got them from Avenue

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