"There is no greater beauty than the real you."
Jun 21, 2010
Why me?
I honestly feel like crawling under a rock today. I am so depressed. I still managed to exercise but, I was only able to walk 2 1/2 miles. I know, that was bad. I just feel like a walking zombie. I think that my current employment has a lot to do with my feelings. I want to burst out in tears. I hate this. I feel like crap. I'm so tired. I'm so lost. What is happening to me? Every day I feel like I'm just being thrown into things. Ya know? Maybe you don't.
I don't know what to do. I'm trying to stick things out until I stumble across something else; something that is new, better and fun. I plan on being an educator and I HATE sitting on my ass all day long; therefore, I will not be one of those teachers that sits on their asses all day while reading from a textbook and grading dittos. UGH! I need to engage physically too. Hell, maybe I can burn calories while doing it.
Because I am so depressed I haven't been able to do a post on my hair dye experience or shopping haul that I did recently. I really want to share of my great things, but I just don't feel good or happy enough.
I know I worked out (a little) today but after a hot shower I think I am going to attack a bowl of Blue Bunny's Super Chunky Cookie Dough Ice Cream.
Peace.
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2 comments:
Hey, Don't hang out alone feeling depressed. You probably need to be with someone close to you that you can talk to. I hope you feel better.
Are you feeling better?????
Luv Lisa
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